Welcome to Diary for a Moderately Sane Man.

For those of you who may have stumbled upon this page and may be wondering what it's all about, it's a character journal for Alexander "Ravencrow" Wolfgang. You may know of him from my artwork and/or his role in "Antediluvian: Magnificence In Eternity", and also may be wondering why I did this.
One was so that I could keep in touch with the story and characters. Other than Ravine, Alexander is easiest to connect with for me, but he's also the most fun to write in first person. If any of my characters would be writing a journal, it'd be him.

This is a novella length journal that is exactly thirty entries long, all which take place between the first and second novels in the "Antediluvian: Magnificence In Eternity" trilogy.

BIG HUGE WARNING, though: This site contains mature content, and I'm serious when I say this. If you are sensitive to things like crude language, sexual content (rape), violence, blasphemy, and mental hysteria, then turn away right now. I can tell you right off the bat that this story is not for you. It's for me, it's for Alexander, and we really don't need to hear anyone's self-righteous preaching.

On the other hand, if you aren't....

Summary

Lately, Alexander has been down on his luck. First he gets caught in a devastating car accident which landed him in a hospital in critical condition, then his oldest brother, Marcus, director of the Delial Park Facility, commits his youngest sibling to a psych ward in order to "help" Alexander rehabilitate from his mental instability. Of course, Alexander doesn't agree to it at first, but over a short time he begins to realize that there is something wrong with him....
So far he has been there for only three months, and already he feels he is plummeting deeper into his own sickness: Not only has he become extremely mentally unstable, but his memories from the previous months has been wiped from his mind completely. Was it the accident, or did he do it himself?

Part of him believes that he cleaned those memories out for a reason. Another part of him tries to seek out why he forgot them. He thanks the darkness. He hates the darkness. He falls into the darkness. While he continues writing and thinking and attending sessions in counseling, he tries to remember the faces he constantly sees but always a blur.

A ghost is adrift next to his windowpane, always watching him.

His way of rehabilitating from these events is by recording his thoughts in a journal. At first he tries to keep it secret, but then the staff that have been taking care of him--a psychologist named Doctor H. Wendel, and an assistant simply known as Sarah--believe that it's a healthy way of his recovering. However, the more Alexander tries to remember, the more he realizes that these are memories he doesn't want to be reminded of.

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